Dear Diary,,

I can still hear 

the screams from the past in the 

stillness of this phase..

The serene mornings 

and lovely evenings are incredibly seductive, 

but the sunsets seem melancholic, 

and I find it difficult to 

accept the idea of the sunsetting.

The melancholy surroundings,

dejected birds, 

and weeping whispers.

Reminding me 

that the agony never goes away 

and that the only thing 

I know to do is to accept my suffering.

I have no desire to part with it.

All I want to say is that 

I'm grateful, 

optimistic, 

and I hope to forget about the painful past!

🥀